mai kaun hoon!

मै कौन हूँ ... क्या हूँ .. क्या मेरा वजूद है ..
क्या लिखा है किस्मत में.. कौन इसमें मौजूद है ..
कौन करता है फैसले इसमें .. किसके हाथो में डोर है ..
क्या मैं हूँ मेरे नाम से ..या इन्सान ये कोई और है ...

दो टुकडो में बता ये . पहचान जिसे सब कहते हैं 
पहचान है या बेड़ियाँ .. जिसमे सब जकड़े रहते हैं ..
पहला टुकड़ा जो पैरो में मज़हब की जंजीरे बांध पड़ा ..
और दूसरा .. उस मज़हब में भी दीवारे बनाये है पड़ा ...

क्यों नाम मिला है मुझको ... क्यों हस्ती की पहचान है ये ..
ऊपर वाले ने इंसान किया .. क्या उसका कम एहसान है ये ?
छोड़ा तो नहीं है रब को भी ... कैसा उसका अपमान है ये ..
जब लोग कहें वो ऊपर वाला .. अल्लाह नहीं भगवान् है ये !

क्या नाम मेरी किस्मत लिखता या किस्मत से ये नाम मिला ...
क्यों प्यार करू एक मुस्लिम से तो बेदर्दी अंजाम मिला ..
गर नाम मेरा वसम होता . क्या विनय इन्सान कुछ और होता ?
क्या हिन्दू का भगवन और , मुस्लिम का रब और होता ?

Subah se hawa me kuch garmaaish si hai

khayaalo me is soch ki paidaish ki hai...

tumne angdaai li aur yaad kiya mujhko...

aur mere paas aane ki farmaaish ki hai :)

COWARD! COZ M ALIVE!!

damn me.. somebody damn me please
kill me.. with a sword cut me in piece..
beat me i was never a winner..
throw me stones.. am the greatest sinner.
walk over my head like m just a stone...
kick me hard. pluck me like a throne...
believe me on one thing.. i just have said..
m no more believable.. u see, i still am glad...

I AM THE GREATEST COWARD,, AS GREAT AS IT COULD BE..

YOU OWE GOD A THANKS, AS YOU'RE NO MORE WID ME!!!

DIL KA HUJRA SAAF KAR , JAANA KE AANE KE LIYE!!!

This ghazal was recited by a saint "Shri Tulsi Sahab" to a Muslim Businessman, who wanted to understand how to find ALLAH!!

Dil ka hujra saf kar, jana ke ane ke liye,
Dhyan gairo ka utha uske bithane ke liye.

Cleanse the chamber of your heart, so that the Beloved may enter,
Remove all the foreign impressions, so that He can take His seat there.

Chashme dil se dekh yaha jo jo tamashe ho rahe,
Dilsita kya kya hai tere dil satane ke liye.

See with the heart's eye the astonishing spectacle of this world,
What heart ravishing scenes appear there to entice you.

Ek dil lakho tamnna us pai aur zyada havis,
Phir thikana hai kaha uske tikane ke liye?

One heart, with many desires, and always the lust for more,
Where is there any place for the Lord to come and reside?

Nakali mandir masjido me jae sade aphosa hai,
Kudarati masjid ka sakin dukh uthone ke liye.

It is a great pity that, going in the false [imitation] temples and mosques,
The indweller of the true mosque [the human body] is made to suffer.

Kudarati kabe ki tu maharab me sun gaur se,
A rahi dhur se sada tere bulane ke liye.

We should listen with attention in the prayer niche of the true Kaaba,7
The sound is coming from the Court of the Lord and is calling you.

Kyo bhatkata phir raha tu e talashe yar me,
Rasta shah rag me hai dilvar pai jane ke liye.

Why are you wandering around lost in search of the Beloved?
The way to reach the charming one lies through the shah rag.

TULSI SAHAB
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PAAGAL MAN KI HALCHAL!!!

na jaane kaisa ye sailaab hai...
umadta hai aur kabhi theharta
na jaane kaisa ye ajaab hai..
ek mauj jo uththi hai seene me
kyo hamko baha ke le jaati hai
kyo iski lehere reh reh kar
tere dil se bhi takrati hain...
dil me bane is jwaar ko kaise
tere saamne la kar dikhlau..
kya chahta hai ye paagal man
kaise mai tujhko samjhau ...
nahi jaanta hu mai kya karta
ho sakti mujhse bhool bhi hai
meri bhool ko dil pe na lena
wo sach me mera pyaar hi hai ...

Mere sapno ki Mallika!!

dekhe maine khwab na jaane kitne saare

anginat the bahut kai the bahut hi pyaarepar sabse pyaari jo cheez thi mere sab khwabo me...

kya tum jaanti ho .. wo tum thi...

--
mere har khwaab ki hamsafar... tum thi

aur jab kaandhe par mere sar rakh kar muskaai

mere khwaabi ki wo badli chhatney ko hai aayi...

aankhein khol ke dekhta hu tum mere saath khadi ho...lagta hai tum mere sapno se nikli ho..

MY SUNSHINE!!!

I miss my sunshine
I miss my moon
Those sleepless nights
And sleepy afternoon
Where is that smile gone..
Who stole it away
How do I find it out..
Whom do I pray…
Has it gone for real?
Or is this just a dream?
Switching of emotions
From one to other extreme.
Hope that smile would come back
And forever it would stay..
Wish I’d see the sunshine
Once again I pray